Thursday, December 11, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Long Beach Rescue Mission....
The message of thankfulness was given by Richie. I've heard Richie give a message in India but he blew me away on Friday with his message on being thankful. He started out talking about what we generally think are things to be thankful for like our family, our homes, but quickly made the point to the audience that these things are just material and that there is something greater to be thankful for.
1. Thankful for and it's okay to be "weak." "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ sake, I delight in weakness, in insults, in hardships, in persecution, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
- 2 CORINTHIANS 12:9
The best part about this is that we often feel weak. Life comes at us hard and unexpected, I (we) feel weak, we can't carry some of this stuff all the time, we just can't, believe me I've tried! The last time I checked the self help industry is a multi million dollar machine. Does it satisfy? Maybe for a little bit but it never lasts, so we just bury this stuff. When it creeps up we just push it back down, never letting it go. No matter what the "outside" says, inside we're a mess! God is our strength.
2. Thankful that He cares. "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you." - 2PETER5:7
Religion by itself is a belief with no power. Having a personal relationship with God is when His power becomes your strength. Who else knows you better? He's been with us through every step even when we don't want Him. He'll carry our worries because we know he cares.
3. Thankful I'm forgiven. " If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness." - 1 JOHN 1:9
Thats a tough one. Forgiven? I can't seem to forgive myself on so many levels, but He has already forgiven me. Jesus died not for the righteous but the unrighteous, they didn't take his life, he gave it as a sacrifice, to take our place, to carry our sins so that we may be forgiven. It's definetly not to say we will never sin again, but He's forgiven us for things we've done and things we're going to do. We still need to recognize our tendencies to sin and rely on His power to overcome it.
4. Thankful He will never leave me. "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." - DEUTERONOMY 31:6
Never leave me or forsake me. If one thing I do know for sure is that people leave. People I've loved and still love are no longer in my life. Through whatever circumstances I've felt the pain of being left or separated from relationships. It sucks. I'll leave that there for now. :(
5. Thankful he loves me/us. " But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: "While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." - ROMANS 5:8
Jesus died for us not because we were good enough, but because He loved us. For a time in my life, I didn't even want God, but He wanted me. I pushed Him away and He waited. I fought Him and He never fought back, He just loved back. How could I not be thankful for this kind of love?
Gene, Richie, you guys were great! Paul thanks for playing guitar with me, we have to get together again! It was a fun night. For anyone interested in serving at the LBRM, let me know good things always come out of it..I am truly thankful for what God has given me/us.
Praise you in this storm....
that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away
stepped in and saved the day
but once again...I say "Amen"...and it's still raining
As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
...and takes away
I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
Every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm
I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
how can I carry on
If I can't find You?
I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The maker of heaven and earth...
-Casting Crowns
Monday, November 17, 2008
Kids gone silly!?
Thank you so much to Rick and Dawn Bambrick. We can't thank you enough for the great time at Thousand Trails. The kids had a great time and this is the proof... more pictures to come.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
If there's one thing we can count on...it's change.
BTW...Michelle and Rick, I'm not talking about the Election! Stop it already!
Monday, October 27, 2008
UPDATE ON JOSE CRUZ..
When he found out, he calmly gathered his thoughts and through teary eyes said "I have faith in God and I know that this will be an uphill battle for me, but God will not leave me or dissapoint me. He will be with me during this time. I don't want to go through this but if God does, he will see me through and I will go in faith." Can you believe that? His response was of somebody not losing something, but gaining something.
This made me think you of few things. Why do we really follow God? When things are good, God is great, when things go bad, where is God?
"Why, O Lord, do you stand far off? Why do you hide yourself in times of trouble?"Psalm 10:1
"How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day have sorrow in my heart? How long will my enemy triumph over me?" Psalm 13:1-2
How many of us feel like this, even right now? But God is good, right? I guess we picture goodness as being synonymous with safety. Life and the mess that comes with it are everything but safe. Our faith is definetly found in our response to loss and suffering and why we follow God. I follow God because he is real, no matter what I go through, good or bad.
I can think back at some of the worst moments of my life, when I wanted to feel nothing, think nothing and be nothing... In those moments nothing mattered, I wanted them to go away:( But today I look back and would never want anyone to take away those times because they made me who I am today. Even though I didn't believe it then, God was...with me and with us.
The Bible says "Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perserverance; perserverance character, and character hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us."
Cruz, I know you'll read this, you told me a while ago how we're all auditioning for a show with God as the director. This life is not about us and we are not the main characters. Some of us will be cut at the end of the audition and some will stay. Its not about what we want because were not in control of the show. I'm sure your new role will be better than the one you're leaving, I'm going to miss you here bro..
Monday, October 13, 2008
Spotlight on...Jose Cruz Jr.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
MIAMI DOLPHINS WIN!!
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Monday, August 25, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
My Wife......10yrs later.
Favorite movie? Grease
Monday, August 11, 2008
Summer just got better!!!
San Diego ComicCon 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008
LONG BEACH RESCUE MISSION
It's been awhile....who reads this stuff anyway? Well here it is, the Long Beach Rescue Mission is a freaking amazing place with some dedicated staff members.
Just to start off our Lifegroup has been volunteering at the RM for about 4-5 months now, we've made some friends and along the way have seen the growth in some and the challenge in others. It's a daily battle no different from you and me. I had the privilege of sharing a few thoughts on "independence", real independence. Don't confuse independence with self worth or confidence. First......
Romans 7:14-25 Paul says.." We know that the law is spiritual:but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. I do not understand what I do. I agree that the law is good. As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do good but I cannot carry it out. For what I do is not the good I want to do, no, the evil I do not want to do...this I keep doing. Now if I do what I don't want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is the sin living in me that does it.
So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. For in my inner being I delight in God's law: but I see another law at work in the members of my own body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? Thanks be to God - through Jesus Christ our Lord!"
The Bible shares 3 lessons in Paul dealing with his sinful nature....
- Knowledge is not enough. We usually know enough, we just don't do it. For example, we all know not to drive drunk, but how many people still do it? We know the consequences of speeding but we do it anyway. We knew that the Lakers were going to win the championship and what happened? <----sorry bad example... Anyway, we know enough, we just chose not to do, whatever "it" is. Bible studies are great, and its great to know what eschatology and exegetical mean, but if we can't even reach out to our neighbors.........is it that we don't know enough?
- Self determination is not enough. I don't want to imply that our own determination is not good, because it is, but if that is the only thing we have in this is a daily battle, what happens when everything starts caving in around us, things go sideways and we begin to feel the weight. There are times when we're in those "valleys", when I don't care who you think you are, we just need help getting up. Those that avoid this help, are frantic and usually find either something to numb them out or their hearts are hardened just a little bit more. They don't want to feel their own need. Self determination, by itself, out the window.
- Becoming a Christian is not enough! The word "Christian" has such a negative connotation in this society and its not by accident. Just because some say they are Christians doesn't mean they've officially removed every trace of sin from there lives and every decision will be easy and life will get better because now God is on their side!....whatever! If I look back on my life, I think "Christians" kept me further from God than anything else. I'm sure even today I'm not the best example, but we are all poor imitations of the truth in Jesus Christ. It's not enough to say it, our lives must reflect His glory, not ours.
This is who we are, this is how we were created, we are wired to need not only each other but our creator. At times christian maturity comes through suffering and rarely through blessings. In your pain don't immediately pray for deliverance, but seek God first. Don't waste the pain, by numbing it away.Romans 5:2-8 Paul says..."And we rejoice in hope of the glory of God. Not only so but we rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance, perseverance, character and character hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. You see, at just the right time when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrated his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."
"Hope" is the expectation of the future that sustains us in the present. Sustains us in the present. Sustains us through trial. God is carrying us through. But still the world echoes another message. We're constantly under attack with a message of dissatisfaction. Things sell around us everyday with the promise of making us better than we are. The "self help" industry is a huge money making industry. We all buy in and getting nothing in return. But when life is great everything is fine. But for many of us, we're still in that valley....reaching for the big empty. Reaching for ourselves and finding there nothing left anymore. Where is our independence, then? Because we know in our hearts its more than knowing, more than wanting and more than just a "religion", its in the dependency of Jesus Christ. Listen to your life. Life is more than just the sum of its events.....its not about us.
Ecclesiastes 6:7 "All man's efforts are for his mouth, yet his appetite is never satisfied.
Ecclesiastes 2:10 " I denied myself nothing my eyes desired: I refused my heart no pleasure. My heart took delight in all my work, and this was the reward for my labor. Yet when I surveyed all that my hands had done and what I had toiled to achieve, everything was meaningless, a chasing after the wind, nothing was gained under the sun."
The Long Beach Rescue Mission is definetly a great place to stretch ourselves into new territory by not being in complete control and letting God do what he does best by using everyday normal people and empowering them to understand when they can't, He can.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Larry Shewfelt - Happy Birthday!
How would I've known? Little did I know that I would later have the privelage of being his friend, serving with him side by side in India, serving with him at the Long Beach Rescue Mission, playing music with him or even being in the same Lifegroup sharing our faith and experiences while growing in our walk together. I am thankful for his wisdom in Lifegroup, and his boldness in playing guitar and taking me with him.
Larry you are great friend, and happy birthday! I'd say wishing you another 60yrs, but there are a couple problems.....
1. Another 60yrs puts you around 120yrs old....not good.
2. 60 more years wouldn't help your golf game....hah!
Anyway, Larry we love ya, let the good times roll, and just so you know, the first time, when I went on the stage and shared my testimony, I cried too.....see what you started! Have fun bro!
Monday, May 12, 2008
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Staying focused.....
Basically, Paul tells us to always press on toward the goal. He says " Not that I have already attained this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead..."
If you don't know, a quick explanation, Paul used to be named Saul and he used to persecute (kill) Christians with a passion. He would literally hunt them down and it wasn't until he was on the "road to Damascus", when the Lord spoke to him, from that point on Saul was then named Paul and he dedicated his life toward being a servant of Jesus Christ. What amazes me about Paul is that he dedicates his life to Christ and basically suffers more any of us will even dream of, for the grace of God. (Grace is defined as undeserved favor.) While going through his pains and struggles, he never boasts about what he has done for Christ but says he has not taken hold of what Christ has called him do. I wondered, if Paul, experiencing a life of discomfort, pain, humility, jail, never submitting to life's "status quo" is still focused on Him, then what about.....me? Can I stay focused? Can I be strong? Can I look beyond what's in front of me?
I asked a lifegroup member about Christian maturity, we talked about attaining "maturity"? How do we know, is it through reading more, studying more, education, loving? He thought for a moment on his own life and then calmly said, " His own maturity, has comes through suffering, never through blessings." Yeah, that sucks...but it makes sense.
This took me to Romans 5:3-5: "Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance, perseverance, character, and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us."
This scripture never says we should rejoice of our suffering, but in our suffering. (Hope - an expectation of the future that sustains us in the present. Does not disappoint us.) I could think back at some horrible experiences in my own life, either decisions I made or just situations beyond my control. In those moments, I wanted nothing more than to all of it to just go away. But today, would I want someone to take those things away from me? As bad as they were...never. Because those moments shaped who I am today and important lessons were learned. Even when I didn't believe in Jesus, He was still shaping my heart, molding my life and carrying me through it.
So today my challenge is to "Be all that Christ saved me for and wants me to be." To not dwell on those things that cripple me but to use the pain and experiences to focus back on Him and his direction. Despite of all of our technology, all of our advancements, all of our knowledge, we're still very human, continually lacking and in need of God's grace. I like how Paul describes moving forward as "straining ahead." It's never easy and now I know its not suppose to be.
Lifegroup was really fun this last Tuesday, thanks guys.
Friday, April 25, 2008
Beethoven?.........nope...
You Are Rowlf the Dog |
Mellow and serious, you enjoy time alone cultivating your talents. You're a cool dog, and you always present a relaxed vibe. A talented pianist, you can play almost anything - especially songs by Beethoven. "My bark is worse than my bite, and my piano playing beats 'em both." |
Monday, April 21, 2008
LB Grand Prix Thursday night
Watching these guys live was pretty incredible. These guys were pulling off some amazing stunts. I would've taken more shots had my memory stick not overloaded. I'm not a big motoX fan, but watching these guys live just blew me away. These guys literally risk their lives for this stuff. One of the jumpers was just 18yrs old, and I think he was the craziest one! Great show, special thanks to Kirk and Tara for showing us a great time this thursday night! By the way the chicken dinner was great!!!
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Dizneyland....
Monday, April 7, 2008
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Take a Hike!!
You Are a Question Mark |
You seek knowledge and insight in every form possible. You love learning. And while you know a lot, you don't act like a know it all. You're open to learning you're wrong. You ask a lot of questions, collect a lot of data, and always dig deep to find out more. You're naturally curious and inquisitive. You jump to ask a question when the opportunity arises. Your friends see you as interesting, insightful, and thought provoking. (But they're not always up for the intense inquisitions that you love!) You excel in: Higher education You get along best with: The Comma |
Monday, March 31, 2008
Lakers 126 Washington 120
Richie, Tony and me at the Staples Center...
Roscoes Chicken and Waffles....if you are on a diet this is perfect for you...........whatever
"What?......you want to face paint on my head?" I didn't expect that, but she did a good job.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Long Beach Rescue Mission..
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
India team 2008 waterwell dedication
Having fun in a village...these people were getting a waterwell for the first time. Over 200 villagers will benefit from this waterwell. The women no longer have to walk miles just to gather water for their village. We were so blessed just to be a part of there celebration...
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Catching up..
Friday, February 1, 2008
Dizney....
Monday, January 14, 2008
Check this out.......speechless
Thanks to Rick Bambrick for posting this on his blog. What a great visual, I can't help but relate and see this played out in real life...wow.